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This is getting over you... [Sep. 18th, 2005|01:46 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |annoyedstupid kids]
[Say What?! |Don't Stop Believing -Journey]

new lj. cuz im that pimp

 

 

www.livejournal.com/users/getting_over_u/ 

 

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too early [Sep. 17th, 2005|09:34 am]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |rushedugh too early for football....]
[Say What?! |The CD I "stole" from Christian..Just till I get mine back..]

cant really say much.. gotta go to my bros football game that starts in.... 15 minutes... and i just got up... but jp, how was the concert?! you gotta let me know! =)

 

 

 

and remind me later to write about last night... lmao! good times with Big D, her mom, and John and Paula.. lol

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..So obviously desperate.. so desperately obvious... [Sep. 16th, 2005|03:05 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |crazyso crush me baby im all ears..]
[Say What?! |You Know How I Do -Taking Back Sunday]

so im back up and running.... the stupid internet is finally fixed.. it only took em 2 months to fix it.. hmm. i dont really know what to say.. im at a loss for words... wow. that doesnt happen to me often.. lol. so anyways i think me diane and emily and maybe some other people are going to the movies tomorrow night... hmm. that should be a good time! so heres a survey i stole from "Big D"

 

1. What is your middle name? Alison
2. What color underwear are you wearing now? yellow i think

3. What are you listening to right now? nothing.. but i have a TBS song stuck in my head

4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 20 (cell)

5. What was the last thing you ate? doritos

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? black, blue, green, something dark

7. How is the weather right now? im dying of heat right now..umm its warm outside.. looks like rain tho.

8.The last person you talked to on the phone? my mom.. i called her from school on dianes cell cuz the power went out and i had to see if we had power... lol it was a good time.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, hands, hair,smile 

10. Favorite type of Food? i dunno

11. Do you drink? not really

12. Do you smoke? dishusting. no.

13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? umm no

14. Hair color? blonde
15. Eye color? blue
16. Do you wear contacts? yep
17. Single? ...

18. Favorite Month? october i guess.. or anytime in the summer
19. Have you ever cried for no reason? yeah... thats been happening a lot lately..

20. Last Movie you Watched? uhhh...
21. Favorite Day of the Year? christmas

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?  yeah.

23. Hugs or Kisses? both =)

24. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate

25. What books are you reading? rough waters.. im almost done tho..
26. Piercings? just ears...for now

27. Fav. Movie? hmm there's a lot.
28. Fav. baseball Team? Indians... which by the way... seem to be heading for the playoffs...

29. Any pets? 2 cats
30. AIM? duh.

31. Butter or Salted popcorn? both lol

32. dogs or cats? umm either..
33. Favorite Flower? roses

34. Have you ever fired a gun? yeahh.. lol other than a paintball gun.

35. Do you like to travel by plane? uh i guess

36. Right-handed or Left-handed? Righty

37. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2

38. Are you missing someone? unfortunately... yes. *Jesse Pruitt*

39. who do you think is gorgeous? haha. no comment.

40. do u bite your nails? no..well i never used to... but lately i seem to do that.. diane always yells at me tho. lol 

41. ever gone skinny dipping? nope  

42. What heritage are you? umm swedish, irish, scotish...

43.what do u wanna be when u grow up? elem. teacher or something to do with international studies.

44. allergies? not that i know of..

45. what color shoes did u wear today? my awesome black etnies with the white E and the blue outline... and one white shoelace and one blue one. im so awesome.

 

ook... well devon just brought eli and forrest over before the game.... ahh! soo umm.. i think im done for now. sorry.

 

 

Good Luck tonight REBELS! Beat the BULLDOGS!

 

some lyrics first... TBS..You Know How I Do

 

So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
We're both such magnifacent liars.
So crush me baby, I'm all ears.
So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious.
I'll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about its basic...

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about.
So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious.
So good at setting bad examples.
Listen, trick, I've had all I can handle.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore.

Think of all the fun you had.
(We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore)
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.
(We won't stand for)
Think of all the days you spent alone with just your T.V. set and I
(We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore)
I can barely smile
(We won't stand for)

Let's go
He's smoked out in the back of the van
(We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore)
Says he's held up with holding on and on and on and on and on
He's smoked out in the back of the van
(We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore)
Says he's held up with holding on and on and on and on and on
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On this day I see clearly... everything has come to life.. a bitter place and a broken dream.... [Sep. 10th, 2005|07:45 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |nervousguess we'll see what happens..]
[Say What?! |Metalingus -Alter Bridge]

off to the fair around 9.. meeting amber jean at the library... then who knows what? last night we kicked Fairport Harbors ass.. 61-0 it was pathetic. i kinda felt bad. we left at 1/2 time and we were gonna go to the columbiana game.. but by the time we actually got there it was basically over so we just went to the street fair instead. that was a good time.. there were a lot of people we knew there...=) so that was good. even tho we didnt talk to that many people. lol i dunno. i dont really have much to say. maybe some lyrics and then im gonna go straighten my hair and get ready to leave. fun fun.

sorry, i dont feel like adding much color right now. im kinda in a black and white mood...

+Metalingus -Alter Bridge+

I've been defeated and brought down
Dropped to my knees when hope ran out
The time has come to change my ways
On this day I clearly see everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind
I'll never long for what might have been
Regret won't waste my life again
I won't look back
I'll fight to remain:
On this day I clearly see everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind
On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive
Fear will kill me, all I could be
Lift these sorrows
Let me breathe, could you set me free
Could you set me free
On this day I clearly see everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

+Photograph -Nickelback +

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red,
And what the hell is on Joey's head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew he ever went without
The second floor's hard for sneaking out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time I had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should I come back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh, oh God I...
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found a photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye 
Remember the old arcade?
Blew every dollar that we ever made,
The cops hated us hangin out,
They said somebody went and burned it down.
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when
Oh oh oh, oh God I...
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

 

...this song reminds me of Jesse. sorry if i make anyone sad..

 

*Missing you like crazy, Jesse. You should be here to have some good times with us!*

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Twinkies and cockroaches:two things that will survive a nuclear bomb, and i wouldnt eat either.. [Sep. 7th, 2005|08:26 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |crazyso confused... i dunno anymore]
[Say What?! |Anything by the wonderfully awesome Fall Out Boy!!]

so anyways. there was a soccer game today. woo hoo. we beat matthews 4-1. columbiana is next i think. street fair this weekend. saw them setting up for it tonight when i took christian home. thats exciting. actually it is kinda, cuz then i actually have something to do.... but i dunno when i'll get there... and i think dennis is having paintball on sunday... so i dunno about this weekend. amber. i dont think its gonna work out. but whatever. i stillllll feel like an idiot. i should be used to it by now. nothing goes my way.. but anyways...

 

theres really nothing for me to say... i should be studying for the tons of tests i have tomorrow and friday... blah. i hate studying. ooh well. how about some lyrics.

 

+Calm Before the Storm -Fall Out Boy+

I sat outside my front window...this story's going somewhere: 
"He's well hung," and I am hanging up. 
Well there's a song on the radio that says: 
"Let's get this party started." 
So let's get this party started. 
What you do on your own time's just fine. 
My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know. 
And what meant the world had folded 
like legs and fingers holding onto what escapes me; 
what he has: a better kiss that never lasts. 
You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over." 
Dead and gone. 
The calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. 
A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. 
This is me standing in the arch of the door 
hating that look that's on your face 
that says there's another fool like me. 
There's one born every minute. 
There's one born every minute. 
What you do on your own time's just fine. 
My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know. 
What meant the world imploded, 
inflated then demoted all my oxygen 
to product gas and suffocated my last chance. 
You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over." 
Dead and gone. 
The calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. 
A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. 
The calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. 
A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight... 
 
 
Le chat frappe le balle avec le cue et crie "quatre!" lol.. good times in french II =)
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We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame... [Sep. 6th, 2005|09:39 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |curiouswaiting for the weekend.......]
[Say What?! |Champagne For My Real Friends.. -Fall Out Boy]

dont really have anything to say. amber im scared! lol. this is so confusing. i dunno. going to the street fair this weekend..(hopefully!) so i dunno. that should be a good time..as long as there's actually people there to talk to. if not its boring... so anyways.. we were supposed to go to the drive in... but... im not so sure we're going anymore. i dunno. more about that later i guess, when i actually know whats goin down..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

...and no matter what i do... i still feel pretty stupid. =/

 

 

+Chicago Is Soo Two Years Ago -Fall Out Boy+

my heart is on my sleeve

wear it like a bruise or blackeye

my badge, my witness

that means that i believed

every single lie you said (and learned from the best)

cause every pain of glass that your pebbles tap negates

the pains i went through to avoid you

and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you

but there's a light on in chicago

and i know i should be home

all the colors of the street signs..

they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

she took me down and said:

boys like you are overrated. so save your breath

loaded words and loaded friends

are loaded guns to our heads

cause every pain of glass that your pebbles tap

negates the pains i went through to avoid you

and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you

but there's a light on in chicago

and i know i should be home

all the colors of the street signs..

they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

you want apologies

girl, you might hold your breath

until your breathing stops forever, forever

the only thing you'll get

is this curse on your lips:

i hope they taste of me forever

but there's a light on in chicago

and i know i should be home

all the colors of the street signs..

they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's

with every breath i wish your body will be broken again...

 

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I wanna hate you half as much as I hate myeslf you know I could crush you with my voice... [Sep. 6th, 2005|03:19 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |crushedThe Trouble With Love Is......]
[Say What?! |The Trouble With Love Is -Kelly Clarkson]

today was pretty crappy. i dont know why. it just was. everyone seemed like out of it and all. i felt like we were all zombies walking around pointlessly from class to class.. not really seeing, hearing, feeling, doing anything... one of those days. and i wasnt the only one like that either. and thanks, jackie because now im all depressed... u know.. u were talking about travis and well.. it got me to thinking about...everything.. and im not really sure about anything anymore. i dont know what to do. i dont know what i want. its too confusing. so i dunno. i dont really feel like writing anymore. but heres some lyrics. sorry if i depressed anyone..

 

+The Trouble With Love Is -Kelly Clarkson+

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin'
And I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you've got no say at all...

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I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake... [Sep. 5th, 2005|04:01 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |ecstaticback to the fair!]
[Say What?! |The Pros and Cons of Breathing -Fall Out Boy]

off to the fair in a bit with big d, her mom and p-dog. lol. yeahhh. so last night was a good time. me big d, emily cooper and seth just walked around doing nothing really. but it was soo much fun. i dont think ive had that much fun at the fair since... well.. last year when i went with jesse... and other people... but i remember that when jesse was leaving (he was driving) he wanted a cone on the road so he was gonna open his door and get one.. but then he realized he couldnt cuz he'd knock it over.. it was funny. then he threw his sandwhich out the window and it stuck to a mailbox... lol soo yeah. but anyways.  last night was a good time. so back to the fair tonight. woo! so anyways. i think im out. i dont really have much left to say. im so boring.

+The Pros and Cons of Breathing -Fall Out Boy+

Bury me standing under your window 
With this cinderblock in hand 
Yeah cause no one will ever feel like this again 
And if I could move 
I'm sure it would only be to crawl 
Back to you 
Must've dragged my guts a block 
They were gone by the time we (talked) 

Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate myself 
You know that I could crush you with my voice 
Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate myself 
You know that I could crush you with my voice 
Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me 
Hide the details 
I don't want to know a thing 

I hate the way you say my name 
Like it's something secret 
My pen is the barrel of the gun 
Remind me which side you should be on 

Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate myself 
But know that I could crush you with my voice 
Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate myself 
You know that I could crush you with my voice 
Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me 
Hide the details 
I don't want to know a thing 

I wish that I was as invisible 
As you, Make me feel 
Wish that I was as invisible 
As you, make me feel 

Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate my.. 
Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate my.. 
Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate myself 
You know that I could crush you with my voice 
Whoa I want to hate you half as much 
As I hate myself 
You know that I could crush you with my voice..
 
i love that song! woo. go fall out boy!
 
And when it all goes to hell 
Will you be able to tell me 
You're sorry with a straight face?  lol that reminds me of what seth was saying last night... about i'm sorry.. lol
 
getting ready to leave in about a 1/2 hour.. soo i think im out. 
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To the fair... [Sep. 3rd, 2005|07:51 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |ecstaticwe're gonna get wild wild wild]
[Say What?! |The Reason -Hoobastank]

off to the fair tonight with diane and hopefully meeting up with my jackie too... maybe checking out some hot guys.. u know.. cuz thats how we roll.. :-) lol. so maybe we'll see u there...

 

 

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Am I Retarded or Am I Just Overjoyed... (I'm Retarded..) [Sep. 1st, 2005|09:38 pm]
You're. Not. Making. This. Easy...
[Ooh yeah! |annoyedno words to describe it..]
[Say What?! |Loser's Alma Mater...]

I am the biggest idiot in the world. and i hate myself for it. blah.
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